Monday, November 3, 2008

something new

dilemnas that reach me from the deepest resources of my soul are as follows
-i find that the wall that surrounds my heart is made up of weak excuses because fearless as i may be i'm scared
-i don't believe in anything except God and my kids
-i am walking on a razor thin line and risking disappointing everyone i know
-i have lost faith in my ability to access people and maintain a solid relationship with them
- i find more secrets about myself with each passing day and i don't like what i find
-i see myself becoming a hypocrite as i am willing to give advice and tell those i love to follow their heart and trust in other people but in the same respect refuse to do so myself
- i find myself becoming more cynical in the base goodness of most other people in my life
- i seem to finally understand that i do not know myself have as well i deluded myself to believe

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